Dear, I had an Abortion #1

Dear, I had an abortion, #1. 
So did I. 
I love you. 
God loves you. 
Your aborted child loves you. 
That is TRUTH! 
Do we need to make changes? Absolutely. And it is a task that together we can walk it out, learn through our tough choices and find wholeness. 
I have made many wrong choices in my life. I have made many right choices in my life. Thankfully, after many years, the later is outweighing the former.
Wholeness and healing are available. 

• Today is a good start. 
• Reading this blog post is an excellent beginning. ​

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My journey began to transform at the birth of my 4th son. That is a miracle, isn’t it? A miracle of second chances to become the proud mother of four sons. Yet, when counting all my blessings there was still the residue of decisions I had made earlier. Life at that time, filled with diapers, Tonka trucks, and laundry. So easy to lose sight of oneself in the raising of a young family. The years blur by in the celebration of life, but inside of me, the heart of celebration stopped. How could I possibly deal with the guilt I felt in snuffing out a life. And the bliss of my daily joy as a Mother? 
Bravery and courage. 
From high and sight, many years later. And yes, part of my journey included sharing my gross shortcomings with my now-adult sons. That same bravery that started a life journey of change is available for you. 
Myself/I was much more unforgiving than many who crossed my path towards redemption. Those who confessed to being religious suffer brainwash, sadly confusing guilt with love. Others are overwhelmed and have no depth in themselves to begin to find a life answer or resolve. Resolving themselves to a statice quo and walk in a desensitized community. And then there are the treasures. For me, those brilliant sons. Their forgiveness offered to me, bathed me, and unmasked the torment and lie of, “what if they knew?” 
Love truly wins. Love truly has already forgiven you. 
Best to keep it short. I’ll write again. Feel free to write back. Ask questions. 
You are Braver than the sum of your SECRETS!
Till next time.
Kristen ​